She knew what she had to do. Ought to do. She couldn’t continue in wonder without purpose. Far from having it all figured out, she had to dive all in.
Her body screamed at her. Rejecting everything she was to do.
Puzzled and perplexed. The faces that stared back at her when she spoke of her decision. Was she sure this was the right move?
Everything screamed no. But peace whispered a certain “yes”. Something that she found hard to describe.
It took all the courage in her to make this decision without feeling like a failure or that she was moving backwards.
And she was grateful for this courage. She didn’t know how she would make it otherwise. Going against her innate fears.
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed. for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”